Friday, August 7, 2009
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Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Life's really unfair, why do I have to worry about finances at my age? =( Guess you don't wanna talk to me no more...
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Sunday, August 2, 2009
I'm not happy...
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There're like so many things that I would love to know now. Disappointments are part of life but it is just too much for me to handle. I want this, I want that, but I know that will never ever happen. Hence life's really unfair. No matter what I did mattered in the end. =( I'm kinda down now. Don't wanna expect anything from anyone anymore. I hope August isn't gonna be a terrible month like July. Haiz.
No idea how to spend today. Stoning sounds terrible.
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Saturday, August 1, 2009
Bored to tears now. Anyway as expected, we lost to TP. Least I got a damn nice thunder spike. HAHAH. Attachment interview was crap. Director came in n talk to me abt the run. -__________-!!! No link!!! Oh well. Heng I managed to hand in everything on time.
Gonna snooze le.
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Friday, July 31, 2009
Glad we got the win against NYP on wed. Hoping to open a 'block' party with TP later. Finally got the chance to play them, can't wait. My emotions were erratic these few days. Up & down and over again. Don't know what I can do about it too. Gotta chiong Juliet's assignment now before my attachment interview at 1+. The major sad part is that DID's starting on August 17!!! =( No holidays for me I suppose. Sucks. There're like so many things that I would love to do before everything starts. Haiz.
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Match against NYP later. Glad my fever subsided. I am really confused and ... I feel really down and out. Am I really in the wrong? My heart felt like as broken as the day he left my family. How did things ever ended up like this? I wanna escape from everything. If only I could... I regret...
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Monday, July 27, 2009
This sem is definitely a terrible one. For once I was really hoping for school to end ASAP.
I have no idea what went wrong and little went right. I didn't wait for 9 months for you to tell me that.
I kinda had more than my fair share of crap thrown at me for one sem. Hopefully I find a way out of all of this.
According to lucky star's pm: "What will you do when the one thing you live for leaves you?"
Fever really came at a wrong time now. According to haha, I'm the last person he'll expect to suffer from an illness.
Probably due to overwhelming stress that is suppressed within me. But least my IVP jacket came in handy. I'm feeling cold most of time.
Life sucks... I feel disoriented, feverish, weak, having low morale, like a fool, like a fool once again, like knocking my head against the wall, running away from everything, starting a new life again, going out with zaney, going out with my bros to marina barrage, like ending any thoughts about what could have been and the list goes on and on...
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Saturday, July 25, 2009
Glad NP vball men's team finally gotten our first win against RP yesterday. Was a pretty slack game but I'm glad we got the win. After losing to SP on wednesday, POL-ITEs are somewhat over for us. Can't wait to play TP this Friday.
Went for World Harmony Run this morning. Wasn't as fun but I'm glad I was there. Haha.
Snoozed my afternoon away. Planning on doing
Deadlines are C-O-M-I-N-G!!!
Freaky. So much work to do. Don't wanna bank on last minute work again.
List:
WISP presentation
Cor Com Brochure
Juliet's Assignment
Booking of NParks venue
Hope I get through this.
Pbf???
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