Friday, February 27, 2009
Tag from myra, random sia her. Haha
How well do you know me? Answer these questions!
Tag your friends and see who knows the most about you!
1. Where you and I met? - HMS Leadership camp!!!
2. How long have you known me? Eh, 1 and a half years?
3. The last time we saw each other? At makan place where i screamed at u!!! HAHA!!!
4. Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me? Poti!!!
5. Am I funny? Abit dumb lah
6. What's my favorite music? Hip hop yo
7. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else(what)? POTIMYRA!!!
8. Have you ever hugged me? NO...
9. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be? POTIMYRA!!!
10. If you and I were stranded on an island, what would I bring? Food???
11. Where do you think I will be in 25 years? Childcare centre lah...
12. Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you? Nah, I no need to know, hahah!!!
Well glad that's over, anw I've been readin my results from sec sch and was laughing hard at them. Missed the day dota-ing after sch with yg, pc, yan, keong, pz, yk, px & ty. Fun days they were. Spend and borrom money like siao too.
Lemme show u a comparison of my sec sch results and u'll be shocked to see the contrast and probably wonder how on earth did I end up in PCS eh, hehe:
Sec 1 sem1:
Eng: 61.9 (B4)
Chi: 56.3 (C5)
Maths: 63.2 (B4)
Sci: 58.2 (C5)
Geo: 71 (A2)
His: 67.5 (B3)
Lit: 43.5 (E8)
Sec 1 sem2:
Eng: 61.3 (B4)
Chi: 51.5 (C6)
Maths: 63 (B4)
Sci: 48.5 (C6)
Geo: 46.7 (C5)
His: 58 (B4)
Lit: 56.5 (C6)
Sec 2 sem1:
Eng: 53.8 (C6)
Chi: 48.3 (D7)
Maths: 52.3 (C6)
Sci: 45 (D7)
Geo: 56.6 (C5)
His: 60.5 (B4)
Lit: 51.6 (C6)
Sec 2 sem2:
Eng: 59 (C5)
Chi: 53 (C6)
Maths: 53 (C6)
Sci: 56 (C5)
Geo: 57 (C5)
His: 63 (B4)
Lit: 55 (C5)
Sec 3 sem1:
Eng: 56.4 (C5)
Chi: 56 (C5)
AMaths: 28.4 (F9)EMaths: 50.8 (C6)
Com Sci: 33.8 (F9)
Con Hum: 48.5 (D7)Geo: 33.1 (F9)Sec 3 sem2:
Eng: 57 (C5)
Chi: 52 (C6)
AMaths: 35 (F9)
EMaths: 48 (D7)
Com Sci: 43.3 (E8)
Con Hum: 46 (D7)
Geo: 38 (F9)Sec 4 sem1
Eng: 49.6 (D7)
Chi: 47.7 (D7)AMaths: 53.5 (C6)
EMaths: 41.5 (E8)Com Sci: 50.8 (C6)
Con Hum: 45.5 (D7)Geo: 50.1 (C6)
Sec 4 sem2
Eng: 45 (D7)Chi: 64 (B4)
AMaths: 65 (B3)
EMaths: 61 (B4)
Com Sci: 40 (E8)Con Hum: 56 (C5)
Geo: 61 (B4)
O lvls!!!
Eng: A1
Chi: B3
AMaths: B3
EMaths: B3
Com Sci: A1
Con Hum: B3
Geo: A2
Haha, even I myself kenna stunned. Haha. So here's the end of my random post...
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8:48 AM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Well, holidays are kinda boring now. Still waiting for my work call up. Haiz. The chat I have with ms peggy's fren made me realise some things about myself.
Despite me taking it all hard on myself after that idiot left the family, I've failed as a son. Though my thinking is mature (not spending money unnecessarily and using my own money to buy stuff that I need and stuff like that), I've not really given enough support to my mum yet. I tried but it backfired, like trying hard to be a fatherly figure to my bros but in the same way that that idiot did it. Well, let's just say that my brothers didnt take it too well and I had to back off and leave my mum to settle and deal with 3 boys alone. That's sad. Very sad. I feel for my mum but there's ntg I can do as I have no idea how to. At times it comes to me but I try my best to forget about it and just concentrate on school work and volleyball. =( Well, I feel that I'm being too selfish and that's gonna stop. I hope with this job, maybe I can help my mum settle abit of the finance. Though my pay will not be enough, I still hope that it helps.
I gotta save up for school books too. Just in case the idiot refuse to give me cash for them. Well it's hard to get money nowadays. I dun even have cash to go on dates too. Hope that she doesnt mind. Well it's hard to be optimistic in times like these. To be honest, I dun rate my chances highly for any relationship to happen. Gonna just take it slow and steady and keep hoping. I have little idea what she thinks of me too. I miss her very very much...=(
Gonna return to chung cheng to play vball later.
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12:04 PM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Siao sia, saw dr red at bugis. Cuah tio like sia. Haha. Met up with haha & ss just now. Went walk walk. Hehe.
Tml going meet ms peggy's fren to help in his CBT proj.
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9:44 PM
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!
Yay. Spend sunday with my bros at tecky's hse. Was fun. Spend more time playing FM than mugging to be honest. Haha. Least I got my facts in. Haha was classic. On alert for bingo at all times. Haha. Watched football with teck's dad too. He has cool parents. I envy him alot. Imagine a dad who watches football and a mum who very gd in calligraphy and playing musical instruments. Well I'm contented with wad I have and that's good enough for me.
Monday's exam was ... -_______- well I skipped most of the lecturette part cos of 2 reasons: 1) I was lazy to study that and 2) it would be just insane to study all as that's just rediculous. Well juliet did just that and I was speechless. Well, most of us are anyway. Ahaha. Went to watch "He's just not that into you" with the class after that. The usual ppl. Haha. Was a ... movie. It's a girls movie I guess. Went for an interview at manhattan fish market before it. Think I got the job. Either as a waiter or a kitchen helper. I need the money and I'm dead broke. Almost no money left for dates. Spend most on makan and present materials. Oh well.
I miss you like crazy... Hope you're doing okay...
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11:03 AM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight, oh
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Alone, alone
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11:08 AM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Well glad red's test is over!!! Super happy, thought it'll be hard and I'll do badly despite me starting earlier than usual to study for it. I thought that his module was crap to me as I'd no use for it when I enter the workforce. It's super bio. Anyway it was way easier than I expected it to be. Hoping for a 'B' for his module.
Well, haven seen her for a week le. It's getting to me. I miss her like crazy and I dun dare to call cos i cannot come up with a reason to do so, no idea wad to sms her and all I could come up with is "u got job lobang not?". Loser rite? Man. I dunno wad to do but type this out. =( Really hope to see u soon...
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4:18 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Well, this is just for fun I guess, got this from esther's blog:
100 truths
Share with upmost integrity!
100 Truths. After you've filled this out, tag 15 people and have them do the same.
Last beverage → Water
Last phone call → YANTY!!!
Last instant message → Gerry
Last song you listened to → 最近还好吗- S.H.E
Last time you cried → Siao eh, damn long ago seh, if u consider tearing when u snooze then last nite lor...-__________________________-
HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → nope
Been cheated on → nope
Kissed someone & regretted it → nope
Lost someone special → uncle =(
IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → nope
Laughed until you cried → I never laugh until I cry, I make ppl laugh until they dulan only
Met someone who changed your life → nope
Found out someone was talking about you → yes
Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? → nope
How many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? → alot
How many kids do you want to have → soccer team!!! no lah volleyball team can le(6 kids), siao, I dun wan ppl think my wife's some baby machine or some shit... 2 will do=)
Do you have any pets → nope
Do you want to change your name → nope, fengkai so sui
What time did you wake up today → 0745
What were you doing at midnight last night → snoozy
Name something you CANNOT wait for → exams to be over lah
Last time you saw your father→ dunno how many months ago and counting... he's an asshole lah...
What's one thing you wish you could change → nothing
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → I dunno tom, I only noe gerry...
What's getting on your nerves right now → Dr Red and Juliet's exams=(
What's your real name → Fengkai
Zodiac sign → Leo
Elementary/primary School → Maha Bodhi School
High School → Chung Cheng High School (Main)
Hair color → Black
Long or short → Short
Are you a health freak → Not really
Righty or lefty → Righty
FIRSTS:
First surgery → Nope
First piercing → Nope, I listen to my mother de =)
First best friend → Tan Jun Wen, sucker from sec sch...
First sport you joined → VOLLEYBALL!!!
First pet → Fish named fish, die liao, end of story...
First vacation → China
First crush → Primary school de, dun tell u=P
CURRENTLY :
Eating → waiting for breakfast
Drinking → my saliva
Waiting → to end this bullshit quiz...
YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → yes
Want to get married? → wan lah
Careers in mind? → probation officer with MYCS =)
HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger → nope
Drank hard liquor → nope, I dun drink =)
Lost glasses/contacts → nope, break glasses only...hehe...
Ran away from home → once, walked bare footed to aunt's hse & she drag me back
-_______-
Broken someone's heart → confirm got de, my mum only bah, young that time naughty ah...
Been arrested → siao ah, I not so naughty de...
Turned someone down → yes. wasn't ready I guess
Cried when someone died → yes for my grandpa & uncle...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → yup
Miracles → yup
Love at first sight → depends?
Heaven → dunno leh
Santa Claus → NO!!!
Kiss on the first date → NO!!! That's insane...
Angels → depends on your definition, if it's the one white white with wings de then no...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes
Who is that person? → 2 persons actually. Dr red & juliet, cos I wan them to teach me about their modules. Haha, kidding. I wanna be with dearest nt short fren =)
What do you think he/she is doing now? → she ah, confirm snoozing de -_________-
How many ex-es had you had before? → 2
When you go into a relationship, do you believe in it lasting forever →
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → nope, it's wrong to cheat on someone
Do you believe in God? → no
Is this questionnaire a waste of time? → not obvious meh?
Oh well, first of all, to evangeline, be strong k, we'll always be there if u need us. Jiayou and cya later.
Gonna start mugging le...
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8:29 AM
Friday, February 13, 2009
Firstly, thank you to twin & haha for helping me these days. Well we went to bugis to look for stuff I need for dearest nt short fren. We even had icecream from tom's thanks to me. Haha. Anw, plus ss, u guys have given me all the support in the world. THANKS BIG TIME!!! Pics!!!
My 2 favourite pooches: Oldie & JJ!!!
Manny disturbed by haha
Wad I ate at Al-Zhar
After an hour's of hard work, this is what we collected. Some ppl even ask us if we bought it. Haha.
Before
Final
To dearest nt short fren: Thanks for this relationship that I share with you and yes I treasure this alot. Well there's many things I wanna say to you personally so I hope we can go on a date someday after exams. Thanks so much for being my first valentine, your lovely gift and chocolates and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
Snoozy!!!
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10:54 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
vball this sat...
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10:49 PM
Heya all,
The past few days were alrite I guess, went to watch juniors play their east zone comp against prss and vs. They really did well and exceeded my expectations, hopefully they dun get complacent n win tml's game. St hildas's number 7 jumps really high. My new source of motivation. Speaking of which, my plyometrics is doing wonders for me. My vetical jump has increased alot. No kidding, my head can touch the basketball net when I jump vertically from under it. Hopefully, this keeps up and I can jump even higher and dunk in times to come.
Thanks bros for accompaning me today even though I kinda wasted yr time. =( Thank you so much.
Glad ah glen's test is over. Zzz. Jiayou to manny, jess, ss, fas & jing jing for this sat's comp. All the best. Ganbatte!!!
Saturday, hmm... No idea...
Snoozy!!!
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12:22 AM
Monday, February 9, 2009
Went out to meet mum at bugis. Darn that woman confuse me the whole day and gave me wrong indications and stuff. Waited for her till my ipod battery no bat.
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Then we went to buy her a mp3 player. Bring bro home from art cls and I got a pair of havaianas. Well ah chuan's lasted for so long le, maybe I shld get something that can last as long instead of getting a $10+ one only to change it 3 mths later. Oh well, thanks mum.
Played bball too, played like shit in the beginning but after which my team had a 10 game winning streak. Song bo!!!
Gonna mugg for ah glen's test and go support my juniors in their vball match against prss ltr.
Well, thanks for letting me know yst, feel so much better now =)
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8:47 AM
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Heya all. Been too L-A-Z-Y to blog recently due to
Play like siao can. Because of this, I've been snoozing super late for the past weeks. Haha. Also caused me to be late for classes too. Anw, just got this the day before:
So hooked on football, though I dun play the sport personally. Find me physically & mentally draining, cause I will usually play my best, sprint alot and only find myself to wear out after 10 minutes of non-stop action. It's not like basketball or volleyball. Speaking about volleyball, man, I miss it so. No adrenaline rush anymore. Sad but yea, can't wait for trainings to resume. Just when I was improving alot and this happens. So wad I can only do is return to cch to play, though the style of competition is too vast or go vball club. Well I will definitely choose the former. No disrespect to vball club ppl but I dun feel that emotional closeness and I'm an IVP player, most IVP players aren't welcomed there. It's not like I'm very good or anything, I'm not, but well that's my perception bah. We dun hang out with them and they dun hang out with us, end of story...
Anyway, the research syposium is O-V-E-R!!! Had loads of rehearsal sessions prior to it. Find it one too many and to most ppl it was a waste of time. I sorta agree but the only motivation I get from going is to be able to see dearest nt short fren. Other than that, none. Oh and helping glen. Haha. Cannot forget abt that. Did AV for him. Glen treated us dinner at Al-Zhad on friday. Ate their mutton briyani and the super huge murtabak chicken with cheese. SONG BO!!! They were like fascinated to watch me whack the fella and eat it all up. Haha.
We stayed over at the Loft that day and we (haha, twin, stick & ss) played like siao till 4+ before we knock out. If u're wondering why I'm blogging now? Like 6.12am??? I just woke up from snoozing at 6pm the day before. Haha. Almost 12 hours of snooze time. Siao eh. Haha.
I dislike wearing the sch blazer especially when u have to stand in the open to present your work to other. Super hot and stuffy =( Presented my grp's work to HealthServe's vincent. Wha almost died. No jing jing in sight at that time somemore. Sian. Hope he wasnt *negative something*...
Didnt take picture with her yst. Was kinda sad about it. Blame it on me having no iniative. Well I'm just as shy when it comes to things like this, other than that, I tend to have quite a thick layer of skin. How? It's like very hard to interact with her when her frens are around. Partly cause I'm like shy to walk over and I'm afraid that she'll get teased by her frens. =( Well I'd rather she not get teased than me interacting with her.
Valentine's this sat. Dunno if I'll even see her. Exams are coming and I'm ........ kinda stuck between going to find her that day or letting her study. I'm like more towards to letting her mugg. Dun wanna be selfish. =( Someone help me pls???
With regards to zaney, I felt as though I've already lost her as a best fren. She never takes iniative to talk to me and somehow I feel that we're drifting and ya, I lost her to her friends le. =( She was there when I needed her but not anymore...
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