Friday, April 24, 2009
No tutorial weeks are boring!!! Haha. Feeling shagged now. Due to over excessive amount of time spent in the gym. Haha. Did chest with Saifu yst, remind me never to do it again. Haha. It's been a super long time since I've ever whacked heavy weights le. Felt weird as my body was unconditioned to it. Oh well.
Thinking about the cambodia trip. No money, he claims. Crap. What to do? I dunno.
If only money were to fall from the sky, how great would that be. Nah. Food prices would rocket, the British's welfare state policy would take over.
Currently me needa save money for:
1) Racing Bike: I wanna do a triathlon one day. It'll be super cool to just relax and ride my bike around sg alone, no worries at all
2) Zhen's present: Owned for a super long time le. Sian...
3) Movie with Evan: Hehe. Also owned for a long time le
4) Date with her?: Don't think it'll happen though.
5) Counselling degree at Kaplan or some other institution: It'll be great for me
6) SS's CO concert: Jialat...
7) Cambodia trip...
So far this is it le. Haha brought up something that really made a lot of sense: "Every time you view something to be important to you, there'll always be something that is more important than it." In short, there's always be something better just around the corner.
The most valuable thing in the world that a person can get to you is their attention.
I'm already very lucky than I think I am :)
Bb...
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Hey hey. New blog post for the new term! Haha. School's alrite. Just that this year's CCA Fiesta kinda sucks big time. No new for training yet. Still waiting. Anyway I began work yesterday! Worked with Anh Thu & Ernie. Damn funny. Haha. Love it.
Working now. Woke up early to prepare this:
Tastes great!!! Gonna have it for lunch later =)
School at 1 later...
Bb...
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
Success!!!
Yst, I was alone and boy was it boring. Ended up in lib and borrowed loads of books. Think I'm starting to like James Patterson's style of writing, nice and easy to read. Ended up borrowing 4 books. Hehe.
Went to meet mum at bedok after dinner to get myself a new pair of specs for vball & army. Haha. The guy said that only my asig increase wherelse my degree maintain. HAHAHA!!! Got a new one and guess my vball won't be a prob le. Got the army type. Hehe.
Been wondering wad the success referred to?
Hmmm.....
THIS!!!
Yea, me picked up cooking!!!
DON'T LAUGH HOR!
This tasted great mind u. Haa. A simple recipe from the net excluding the vegetables. Pasta cooking's fun!!! Gonna try more recipes to cook for work.
Speaking of work, me got the gymwerks front desk job le!!! YAY!!! However it's still in the initial stages, meaning I trial for a month first. Start work tml O.O!!! Darn this sucks. No tutorials this week and there are days (monday & wednesday) where I have to come for 2 hrs and go home after that. How??? And tml work starts at 5 somemore. (I end at 11am btw)
-______________________-!!!
And the thing is I'm still holding on to my other job. Yea the mussel guy restaurant one. How sia. DIAO....
Needa think of a reason to quit. Hmm... I'm outta ideas.
Gonna settle my run stuff soon.
SCHOOL STARTS TML!!! YAY!!!
Dunno who he dreaming about...Haiz...
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Saturday, April 18, 2009
Well, yst was generally alrite I guess. Went gymming with haha before going hm for makan. After which jeremy drove us to ECP for our night run with ppl from sgrunners. Jy was there too. Ran around 20km.
My starting pace was way too fast. -____- Hit the wall at the 17km mark. Crap. Oh well. The bbq after that was great. Loads of good food and bbq stuff. Tiramisu was best. Merci then drove me & jy home. Thanks man.
Dunno wad to do today. Haiz. Think I might just go to lib & be a worm later. Oh well.
Bb...
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Friday, April 17, 2009
Well, yst was fun. Met up with zink, ss & jiahui for pasta mania before going to jiahui's hse for baking. Borrowed a couple of books from her and I finished "Suzanne's diary for Nicholas"!!! Damn nice and touching. Haha. Anyway 2 batches of cookies failed. Haha. Nvm least it was a great experience. Have to be super patient to bake sia. Alot of hard work. Think lifting weights' way easier man. Haha. Thanks JIAHUI!!!
After me gym with haha at sch and makan dinner, me going for ECP night run with my sgrunners forum ppl. Think the ppl there are just plain hardcore lah. BBQ after a 34km run. Think I'm gonna pia all the way. Hope I still got strength to crawl back home eh.
Sch's starting next week, can't wait =) Last year in NP already. I wanna pia and train hard, get POL-ITE & IVP trophy for NP. Can't wait for freshie selections to come.
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Somehow or rather, by some miracle, I fell in love in the world of novels. Currently reading "Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas." Great book. Love it loads. Easy to read, simple, brilliant. Nicci Gerrard's a great author, her 2 books I've read so far were good. Can't wait to go to Jiahui's hse tml to borrow a few more books from her and bake.
Yes! Bake. All in the name of fun. Thanks jiahui.
Well glad today's meeting with Mrs Choo went well. Still have several things we had not considered yet for our project. Least we know now. Well I have big ambitions and high expectations for this run to succeed. Hope everything comes out great in the end.
Well looking at her, I dared not do anything. Avoidance I guess.
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Well last night was terrible. However I have to thank juian, miss fong, alicia & MANNY!!! For allowing me to bunk in old childcare centre last nite. Despite me not supposed to camp nowhere, well u guys gave me a place to snooze. Thank you so much.
Didnt snooze the whole night. Literally, not a single wink.
Firstly the school turns on the radio 24/7, and boy is it loud. -_______-
Then mozzies came in.
It was uncomfortable snoozing on the hard 'mattress', combined with my bulging thigh muscles, you can somewhat imagine how I snooze on the side eh.
So I ended up watching my wife and kids, tossing and turning around. Walking around in the night, doing ppt for Mrs Choo's presentation tml. Walked around somemore.
Guess I brought it upon myself and if I would wanna point fingers, it would be myself then.
Guess I won't be going for campfire night tonight then.
Met up with kevin this morning, had a meaningful session too. Was great! Snoozed the whole afternoon and woke up at 7.
Mrs Choo's presentation's tml!!! So is FOC induction as well. Hopefully everything goes through smoothly.
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Thanks alot manny...
Snoozy...
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Monday, April 13, 2009
Life's good so far. No pressure from work, though customers still complain abt the service, not by me of course. I happily did my job in the kitchen, bringing out food to customers. Life gets awfully lonely at times without my bros. Loneliness kills. Reading on bus helps but on weekends when I have ntg to do before work. Guess wad, I play dota with my kid bro on sats. Slack on sun. -_____-///
Anyway. Went to ECP yst with nanny, gracia & jy. Was fun receeing the place. Had ice cream too =)
Today was alright. Went to sch for FOC rehearsal. Ate at Megabites. Man Shouldnt have eaten the carbonara. Buay tahan. Made my blocked & runny nose even worse. Zzz. Gymed with haha after that. Saw lyana!!! Haha. And her too. Avoided her though. I just didnt dare to u know, like that lor. Despite not seeing her these 2 months. =( She still appears in my thoughts and my dreams too. Haha asked me if I'm gonna give up already. I didnt know to be honest. Just dun think too much and read into things too much bah. Like jy said: least she still knows that you are alive. But still, it's so hard to climb out of the pit. It's even worse than doing 100 pullups at a shot man. Haiz
Darn the runny nose's killing me.
Going to camp in sch for the night now. Bb...
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Couldn't snooze well last night. Zzz. Keep waking up and falling back to sleep non-stop. Even had dreams too. Freaky ones. Haha. About work. Guess I had never really blogged anything about work here eh. The thing is I kinda dread going to work. When I realised I didn't have to work last week, man I was high & felt liberated. I like my colleagues and all but it's just that I hate working under alot of pressure (picture boss standing beside me in kitchen all the time) and the fact that you never ever get credited for a job well done. Everyone's so busy to teach me anything and I had to pick the stuff there all by myself which sucks big time. Can't even talk a lil. That sucks man. Also the fact is that given my inexperience in the f&b industry, newbies like me sure kenna 'bullied' de. Kenna a few times liao. Damn dulan. End up kenna scolded by boss for not doing my job and the one who ask me the do the sai kang dun wan own up. KNN!!!
Oh well. That's how life is. Got CYA meeting later. Then gym then vball at night. Can't wait!!!
Btw, arsenal drew level with villareal thanks to togonator's amazing bicycle kick goal. POWER!!!
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Saturday, April 4, 2009
Today was super boring. Shucks. Only highlight was my run from my place to tampines swimming complex area and back. Possibly around 13km to 12km in 1hr 17mins 33sec.
Bored to tears and cant sleep yet due to heavy stomach.
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Friday, April 3, 2009
Glad today's meeting with joyce & janice was great. Phew. After we met the super cool trevor yst morning, we went raffles hotel where nanny & gracia had their job meeting thingy. Then had pizzahut at suntec (MAN I"M BROKE!!!) & tom's. Haha. Went to gracia's place to camp over all thanks to jy. -____- Back to the meeting, heng she was alright with our plan. Trevor gave us alot of support and an array of hope for Fun Oh Run Mah! to become a reality and it's something we feel strongly for. Hope Mrs Choo wont mind and can't wait to touch up on the proposal and present to her next wed. Pon work today too cos I was too tired and feeling a little unwell due to gracia's room's aircon. Stuffy nose. Damn I wonder how jy can snooze like a pig sia. Haha.
Snoozed the whole afternoon and I'm off to bed now.
Snoozy!!!
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Thursday, April 2, 2009
Meeting trevor from SAC tml. Vball was hectic today. Haha. Had loads of fun. Duece like siao in the final set. Thanks adrian for gifting us the pt ah. Hahaha. Cant wait for next wed again!
A song to show what I wanna say if I could.
和你共渡的日子里
是我一生最甜蜜的回忆
虽然我们此时普通朋友而已
不能在一起是上天的注定
看见你为他哭泣
眼泪也跟着你流个不停
心里总算明白不可能有未来
自作多情的我受尽折磨
却成全你和他的爱
忘了你只想让你更幸福
当绝望让我一天比一天更痛苦
我的梦没有了自由醉醒后还看不透
怎么放下后还有一丝离愁
我会记得所有幸福回忆
再把真心话写成一首歌给你
谢谢你给过我得曾经
很久以后若提起
希望我们还能笑着去说
这段幸福过去
Deep down inside of me, I'd always known this: me & her, there can never be=( Wait long long. Oh well. Just because u love a person doesnt mean u have to be him/her. For a long time, I knew this deep down but I just wont admit it till now. There were signs, I could tell. I could read her but I was blinded by love. I know that no matter what I do, I'll never be able to date her, tell her I love u, trully, madly, deeply. Love at first sight, that's bullshit to me now. Just take things slowly and not think about it anymore I shall. Thanks for all the encouragement friends, u guys mean more to me now, more than ever. Hope I'll get the strength to move on and I wonder if I dare to look into her eyes again.
Snoozy!!!
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009
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Dunno who he dreaming about...Haiz...